Just days away God, and I feel you preparing me with Greg. Since last Wednesday. 4 days later, with the meeting with Mary Jean, and with the yoga retreat this weekend, it felt so right and perfect for me to tell Jeremy today. Everything is just moving so fast. I found an office space, she seems so attached to me. Her question to me was just such a confirmation, that this was the right thing to do. Leave and be outside the identification of Christians right now.
Help me move God I feel so terrified yet excited. I have a vision of Kambria and Yae-wei and even Grace Lee. Kambria's licensing is so timely. I feel like this is where you want me to be given the launch of my book, my practice and my new clients.
Hold me close, I am so scared! Yet I know, this has been long time coming. If the teen-incident hadn't happened, if I hadn't presented in the workshops, if Tina hadn't gone to the the Somatica incident. God I wouldn't be here. If Greg wasn't leaving, if I hadn't done this workshop. I am in such a sure, cornered space. Just as I enter into the cohort of Somatica, even as I enter the cohort of La Donna.
God I turn this whole thing over to a power greater than myself.